6-19-2012
This blog is about my life. I have just started for the 100th time to loose weight. I have not tried for 21 years! that is how old my youngest child is. I have 75 pounds to loose and I want my health back. Energy, happiness, cute clothes, freedom from the dumps, a smile when I look into the mirror. These are the things that I long for. I started on Thursday at MRC I hadn't eaten anything that day and it was noon. Blagh! I thought I would start that day. I did ok not going to anything that I could order food. Drank the drinks and then by evening I wanted to eat so bad so I did...... Started Friday. 4 days of drinks and not eating. Why do I want to eat all the time. EAT It is a monster. I have not had total success but better than the last 7 days I guess. That is progress. I weigh tomorrow for the first time since starting the old feelings of nervousness at weigh ins writing all that down. Not being honest with what I have eaten.... I doubt sometimes that I can do it and then if I do do it I doubt if I really have what it takes to keep it up. One day at a time. My weight? 240lbs and 5 7" frame 40 BMI. I am hoping being honest on the blog will help me see myself. I am a Christian and believe that God will see me through. My journey has begun.
